悲歌

如果你曾经看见我的笑容，亲爱的，我依旧如昔。我只是巧妙把认识你以前的笑容重挂於脸上。轻描淡写的问候，我只是不想让你知道内心隐隐的纠结。。。

重翻旧诗篇
惊觉昔日的悲凉
踏碎了枯叶 血泪俱下
凋零的心 形如残梅 不堪入目
每一页 都是凄绝
每一句 都是悲恸
走过了凛风飞霜的年华
即使再也回不去缠绵的春天
我紧握着泪迹斑斑的誓约
等待 何时竟成了信仰
暮色依旧 景物已非
仿佛看见了那夜的月
伴着兰香 你在星光下踏露归来
梦有多真 情有多深
离魂 只为了寻回你的容颜

my faith...

i must stand confident
although live without you
i must stand confident
although my youth is fading because of waiting you
i know that everyone have a faith
so do i
what i belief is only await
god has gave me the faith to survive
and granted me a life's time to persist in my faith
i knew
you wouldn't appear
only god knows
i breathing, just because of waiting you
even though you are not exist...

11-04-2010

吻你 抚你
倘若这些都只能凭空想象
我宁可掏空思绪
拥你 爱你
倘若这些都只能倚在梦中
我宁可离凡弃魄
也不愿活在没有你的空间

i miss you

"Is that difficult for you to believe me? i guess so, cause i have nothing to trust."
This, was the last massage he sent to me...
Perhaps, i still missing something he try to say...
it's too late, i would never see him again. he chosen a way to disappear just like a wind lightly through by my life.
The last scene i saw him, it's a really dark and cold night... i have never feel that cold before.
He seems like tired, anxious. but still embracing me gently.
"what if i tell you i'm leaving? would you remember me?" He's holding my hands tightly. i can clearly hear his breathe in tense, his face close to me gradually.
closer and closer. his breath seducing me, no one knows how attractive he do.
Tears, is the only thing to prove how much i miss him, and how deep i love him...